Wait & See

All alone I call your name, only to hear no answer,
Could call you on the telephone, but it doesn’t matter.
We weren’t meant to be together,that’s the way it is,
And it doesn’t really matter, a kiss is just a kiss.

Though I loved you dearly, i wasn’t always true.
I never really meant to do it, I’m sorry i hurt you.
You were always there when i needed you, a friend or a lover,
I could be what you were for me, I want you not another.

It’s too bad, the cold hard fact, that we weren’t meant to be,
Maybe someday it’ll change, and you’ll come running back to me.
But now i sit and wallow in sorrow, self pity, and guilt.
It was you, my darling one, who broke the armor i built.

I look up to you and most likely always will.
And if you find another girl, I will love you still.
Someday all of this will change, I know our love was meant to be.
And we will be together as one, just you wait and see.

3/9/89