I want your body I want your soul,
Over you I want all control.
I must have you.

I want to kiss and hold you tight,
I want and need you every night.
I will have you.

I lust your body I lust your style,
You make my fantasies worth the while.
I must have you.

I need you now you make it right,
You wont resist me even with all your might.
I will have you.

I want your body I want your time,
I must own you you must be mine.
I must have you.

And if you leave me in the night,
I’ll search and find you it’ll be alright.
I will have you.

You will be chosen you are the one,
I’ll play your games you are so fun.
I must have you.

And if you find another place,
I’ll bring you back you are my case.
I will have you.

And if you find someone to take my place,
I’ll get you back I know your face.
I must have you.

You are mine,
All of the time.
Through thick and thin,
I hold you from within.
1989

All alone I call your name, only to hear no answer,
Could call you on the telephone, but it doesn’t matter.
We weren’t meant to be together,that’s the way it is,
And it doesn’t really matter, a kiss is just a kiss.

Though I loved you dearly, i wasn’t always true.
I never really meant to do it, I’m sorry i hurt you.
You were always there when i needed you, a friend or a lover,
I could be what you were for me, I want you not another.

It’s too bad, the cold hard fact, that we weren’t meant to be,
Maybe someday it’ll change, and you’ll come running back to me.
But now i sit and wallow in sorrow, self pity, and guilt.
It was you, my darling one, who broke the armor i built.

I look up to you and most likely always will.
And if you find another girl, I will love you still.
Someday all of this will change, I know our love was meant to be.
And we will be together as one, just you wait and see.

3/9/89

Though we sit so close together,
I just can not feel you.
Is this what’s called “Love Forever”,
Or is this something new?
Sometimes it seems we are so far apart,
But sometimes the opposite,
Why do I feel we are falling apart.
When together we sit?

1989

The streets are empty, there’s nobody home,
The night is falling, alone I will roam.
I’m miles away from my family, got no friend,
This Life’s kicking me around, there is no End.

I glance at the stars, they’re shining bright,
There’s something in the air that’ll make it alright.
And you and me, we’ll make it through somehow,
The reason they hate us, we refused to Bow.

(Sometimes I feel like we’re all we’ve got,
Through all the battles that we have fought.
And it seems to me, you’re still the one,
Who stood by me, you are my Sun.)

It’s a lonely road I travel down today,
My traveling companion hasn’t much to say.
Out of the corner of my eye I see us play,
Some scene from our once younger day.

We’ve lost the effort, we’ve lost great time,
You can’t backtrack, it’s too hard a climb.
Stand in this space, we can resume where we were,
It takes little time to correct the blurs.

(chorus)
12-2-96